When I accidentally expressed

I unmistakably got depressed

Death showing me how much I repressed

I became an unwordly empress

Ready to rule the dead I suppressed

Do we die from dice?

poisoned just like mice?

Us,

Unregarded lives.

Epiphany of my future

Distorted, uncertain pathways

If decisions do not nurture

Diverge it may both ways

In the realm of vision

By ambition I prevent fission

In meantime of one more epiphany

Waiting in perpetuum your answer

Mist engulfing my reason

Writing, catharsis of love on paper

Mending my insecurities anew

Without yet knowledge of your vision

Marrying the idea of dating you

Suzie Flow had a river

Suzie looking for some air

Suzie near the bank she stood

Suzie wetting her dark hair

Suzie drowning forever